Posted by Daytimer on November 14, 2000 at 19:13:02:
In Reply to: Mongering Obsession posted by kendricks on November 14, 2000 at 08:53:05:
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The one question you must ask yourself, is getting caught at living the double life worth the price you will have to pay. I fucked around on my wife for several years and finally got caught. I made the decision before getting caught that it would be OK if I got caught and my wife left. That is what happened and now I live with the results. I am having a good time "playing" for the first time with no guilty conscious. I don't have to lie about my activities. It is very relaxing and liberating. But, if I ever am in a relationship again I will not live the lie again. I will be fully dedicated to my woman, or I will be a monger, not both. I hated myself for being such a good liar to my wife. I am actually relieved she found out and I no longer am a liar.
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