Posted by robertx on March 05, 2001 at 17:13:22:
In Reply to: Falling in love with a working chica at AB posted by horndogg on March 04, 2001 at 18:31:27:
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I don't see myself as an old wise-guy, but I had to put my 2 cents into the discussion. In the last 8 months I have been through almost every thinkable emotion in my monger life. From overwhelmed, to madly in emotional disarray, to ideas of love, disappointment and ... I don't really know where I am at now. One thing I know, is being emotionally open is a very dangerous thing. But for me the real adventure in TJ is the emotional adventure. I can easily go around and put my schlong into as many warm bodies as I can find. I also can negotiate all sorts of weird and sick tricks to be performed on me (and that was what I thought mongering would be like before I started), but the real kick is the sham-flirting, real flirting, the willingness to actually make friends and share true moments. I now know that I will not find my future wife in the ZN, or at least I thinnk it is extremely unlikely (for reasons I would need a whole new post), but I found good friends and had truely honest sexual relations, which were at least as entense, or even more, than any one or two-night stands I ever had in the USofA. To be really in love and I mean in the sense "horndogg" seems to define it, would be unbearable for me with a working chica. I would die every moment she is working, being more concered about her safety than jealous. I went through these thoughts over the last months and if anybody is interested to share their thoughts, just drop me an E-mail. |
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