Posted by amamenena on March 05, 2001 at 23:07:08:
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I don't usually pass this kind of stuff on,but there seems to be alot of guys in pain here lately. I won't say "I know what you're going through",that's so much bullshit,every man's pain is personal.Yes,I had a high volume AB favorita for almost 2 years,yes I thought that she and I were special.No,I hardly ever got jealous,it's her job,she does it well,I admire her that she can make so much money,and I really don't care what she does when she's not with me.When she IS with me,it's a little bit of heaven,and I treasure every second.Most of our arguments have been about time and money,every time I disrespect her, when I go back she charges me more money for the same or less time with her,and it takes a lot of sessions and patience and trust building on my part to get back to any semblance of what we had before. The only guy I'm truly jealous of is the guy who got her pregnant with her son, I love her that much that I would love to have a child with her.Mama never said there'd be days like THIS!Would I do it over knowing that it was gonna hurt like this? Fuck YES!!! I haven't been with her for almost 4 months,I was dating ANOTHER AB hottie for awhile away from the Zona,and it went bust just last week,it made me realize that I'd drag my dick through a mile of broken glass just to jerk off in the shadow of my ex.For all the flamers out there-BITE ME! love and kisses, amamenena You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be > >> loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth. > >> > >> The measure of love is when you love without measure. In life there are > >> very rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and loves you in > >> return. So once you have it don't ever let go, the chance might never > >> come > >> your way again. > >> > >> It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one > >> you love because of pride. We spend too much time looking for the right > >> person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead > >> we should be perfecting the love we give. > >> > >> When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults, you don't > >look > >> for answers, you don't look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the > >> mistakes,you accept the faults, and you overlook the excuses. > >>
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