Posted by Toehead on April 14, 2001 at 18:13:23:
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It seems in the last few years nearly everything in my life has become secondary to meeting some imaginary perfect latina who I'm convinced is just around the next bend. Meanwhile I just keep getting older and know the chances of meeting this beautiful exotic twenty something year old with the massive knockers becomes more remote each year. I only bring it up because of a young Mexican gal I've been dating on and off (more like jerking around) here in the states who recently moved in with me. She's only been here a short time and is reasonably attractive, sweet, very devoted, smart, fun and twenty plus years younger then me, however, compared to the exotic chica with the huge knockers I've convinced myself I'll some day meet this one comes up lacking and I feel I'd just be settling for her if I made any kind of real commitment. Another "problem" I've found is that when your dating a latin gal she tends to take you to all the places you normally wouldn't visit that are full of other beautiful hot latinas, i.e. out of the way latin dance clubs/restaurants, swap meets, bakeries, etc..these places always seem to be full of latin women, many of whom you discover are single and available. Also being "the boyfriend" you gain immediate acceptance by all her amigas (who normally would have little to do with you). The girl I'm seeing has a number of latin girlfriends she met through her ESL classes many of whom are knock outs and hoping to meet americans. One of them (Brazilian) recently married some out of shape barely employed putz who admitted to me he hadn't been laid in five years, now he's with this stacked bombshell who makes the gal I'm seeing look like a boy (though a really cute effeminate one). I'm I jealous? hell yes! I work my ass off trying to meet a gal like that and he blindly stumbles into her, just dumb luck. Another problem is NO gal I meet is going to compare to some of the chicas I've screwed in the Zona, its just hard to get excited over a "normal" womans body after having had sex with some perfect slim and stacked exotic young female..I have no idea how I'm ever going to remain faithful for any length of time. I've been monogamous now for 4 LONG MONTHS and I'm already trying to devise ways to sneek down to the Zona. I really don't know how some married guys deal with the idea of being faithful to one person for THE REST OF THEIR LIVES, there must be some part of them that is just DEAD, maybe its hereditary, my dad use to screw around on my mother incessantly. Lifes just full of compromises. Well now I'm just rambling.
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