As I had posted about a week ago, the FAV dumped me with no warning and it really threw me for a loop. While I had told myself I was not ready to head to the zona for a while as I did not want to face her, I thought with my third brain and hit AB last Friday night. Didn't look like the FAV was there so I settled in with a few beers and was checking out the action. It was the first time that I had been in AB on a Friday night and I was not impressed. The place was packed and there was not many hotties in HC as I usually see during the day. As I was sitting there enjoying the show and considering doing Gloria.... you guessed it. I see the FAV walking by. She sees me... I smile at her... she looks away and continues walking. I touch her hand to get her attention. She turns around...smiles and asked me if I was OK since the split up the week prior. I said yes...even though it was obvious at that point that I wasn't prepared to see her. She looked down the bar and told me to wait, she would be right back. She had done that before if she had a ficha customer, I understood it so I waited. About 15 minutes later she walks by me again and doesn't even look my way and walks into the womans dressing room. Well I waited a while longer and out of the corner of my eye I see her changed, walking out the door to leave. I didn't pursue here as the last thing I want is to cause any trouble with her. To say the least... it hit me right between the eyes that she did not even want to talk to me at all... would not look me in the eye... or at least say.. I am going home... don't bother me.
Well the rest of my night was screwed. I went down there to get back in the saddle and I allowed her to screw with my head again. I walked back and forth between CC and AB several times and told myself to grab another hottie and fuck her brains out. But being the emotional guy that I am I could not get her off my mind.
After about three hours of brewing... I finally chose Leslie AB who is one of the daytime dancers. Wasn't really into it and had a hard time getting it up (NEVER a problem before). While she has a great natural body she is not into the sex. Not an icequeen, but not GFE either. Wanted a propina to change positions. Was finally able to bust a nut and she was out of the room in a flash. Ended up getting pretty drunk and took a cab home.
Anyway the situation with the FAV bothered me all weekend. I struggled with how someone who I had shared such great times with could now turn so cold towards me. I sat down and wrote a letter to her on how I was feeling and that I wanted to continue to see her with no committments. Was going to call her but was afraid she would not answer the phone or talk to me. On Monday I got to AB around 5:30PM in hopes of at least delivering the letter to her to get the relationship back on a level we could both handle. In the letter I had asked her to please call me so we could work it out. I also wrote that if I did not hear from her I would not bother her or cause her any trouble. At AB there was no sign of her. Hardly any mongers and many pretty chicas. I met a newbie and he bought me a few beers as I filled him in on the AB situation. We walked the alley and I explained the SG situation. He recently joined CH and it was his first trip to TJ since his teen years.
We went back to AB and as we were sitting there at the bar by the dressing room... XXX approached me (a friend of the FAV) and asked me if I was waiting for her and that she was not working that night. I don't ever remember meeting this chica and could not figure out how she knew I was waiting on the FAV. Turns out she lives in the same apartment building and she had seen me waiting for the FAV there. Anyway I ask her if she would deliver the letter I had written the FAV and she assured me she would. Went back to drinking beer with my new found friend. Enjoyed pointing out various chicas to him and whether I recommended them or not. My old friend Jessica the dancer came over and said hello and I was seriously considering going up with her again. If anyone could cheer me up it would be her.
The eye candy for a Monday afternoon was fantastic. Many hot chicas that I had not seen before as I had not frequented AB due to being with the FAV. As I am sitting there, up walks the "Legend". Yup! you guessed it Tania. I have never done her before but I knew who she was and I was well aware of her great reputation. About this time I was feeling my beer and the FAV was rapidly leaving my mind. I had never had an opportunity to talk to Tania before so we adjourned to a booth and I bought her a drink. As we were walking to the booth I saw XXX (FAV's friend staring at me and I knew the spy network was out). But I told myself that it was looking like the FAV didn't want anything to do with me and I was getting pretty horny since our break-up, so I would see how my conversation with Tania worked out. What a great woman Tania is. She asked me what my sign was and when I told her it was Sagitarrious she immediately told me that when I was in love I am very passionate. And then she shocked me and asked me if my heart had been broken recently. It floored me. Almost like this chica was reading my mind. She knew what I was going thru with the FAV. I contributed it to the spy network or this chica is psychic. Anyway we had a couple of drinks and things were progressing very well. While an older chica she is not unattrative and she dresses very sexy. My hands were roaming freely. She grabbed my hand and placed it under her dress. No panties. She was rubbing my fingers like a cock and sticking her tounge out like she wanted to lick it. Well things were going very well indeed. I decided to invite my friend over to join us and wanted to have Tania hook him up with a good provider. Well as Tania was looking up a friend, XXX (The FAVS friend) came over and sat next to the newbie. Talking about squirming in my seat. It was obvious why she was there. She was letting me know that this was going to get back to the FAV that I was keeping Tania's company. She asked me if I had called the FAV to let her know I was there. I told her the FAV did not want to talk to me and that she had broken up with me. She said she did not know that and that she was sorry. Yea right... she knew all about it. She is her neighbor. Anyway Tania comes back with a friend but my new found friend decided to stick with XXX. We had a couple of more drinks and Tania was becoming more and more agressive and let her hands do the walking in several unexplored areas. My friend decided to take XXX up. I gave them a little time and then I asked Tania if she would go up with me for an hour for $100 of unrushed fun. I was hoping that XXX and my friend would be in the room by the time I decided to take Tania up. Wrong... apparantly he had gone to the head and she was standing there waiting for him by the door as I walked by with Tania in tow. Busted... oh well! I wasn't backing off on experiencing the "Legend" now. Needless to say in the room Tania lived up to her reputation. Slowly undressed each other and she was giving me sexy kisses as she unbuckled my pants. Her body is very sexy. The next hour was a blur of passionate nasty sex. BBBJ was one of the best I had ever experienced and she was tireless. She would have sucked my dick the entire hour if I wanted it. Did a little DATY and she jumped in reverse cowgirl. What an ass and I spanked it while she leaned forward showing me everything she had. She took her time and seemed to be enjoying it as much as I was. One of the best nuts I have had in a long time. After we cuddled she gave me a great back and neck massage. She told me to roll over and she started licking my balls and working her way up to my cock. She gave me another BBBJ for about the next 20 minutes and she was wating for me to finish in her mouth. But I wanted to fuck her again and she climbed into cow girl and went to town. After several minutes on nasty talk I had another great nut. We cuddled some more before the knock and we showered. I decided to leave so I told her thanks for the wonderful time. As we left she told me that she hoped she helped heal my broken heart. I only smiled. Grabbed a taxi and headed back to the border. Not expecting a call from the FAV now that she knows I have ventured upstairs with Tania. But that might be a blessing in disguise. Sounds like she really wanted to break it off completely and this experience will be helpful in me coming to grips with that. Tania truly lived up to her reputation as the "Legend" and I strongly recommend her to everyone at least once. I may repeat but I don't want to ever allow myself to become emotionally attached to another chica again. Plus with all the hotties I saw in AB on a Monday I have a lot of catching up to do. Maybe when Candie gets back from vaction I will go for a threesome with Tania.
Oldsailor

Ouch, I suspect your experience with the "fav" happens to mongers all to often. Personally I would have avoided the club for a while, the idea of having a few drinks in the same club that I just had my heart ripped out in would be something I'd try to avoid. Sounds as if your recovering nicely though.

Oldsailor, when you have been having incredible sex with an amiga for months and your heart rushes each week in anticipation of your next meeting, even Tania can't replace the loniness.

But believe me time heals the wounds. Maybe not completely, but at maybe 90% . That is enough for you to enjoy life again and find new amiga's.

Believe me you will never forget her and quite frankly you really don't ever want to forget her.

ben who has been there

Well done! The only thing I would add is that the EX IS comfortable with the level of the relationship. Time for you to move on too and this is a good start.

When they end it, there's nothing you can do. A great letter, a heart-felt conversation, whatever. If you manage to talk them into coming back it's only temporary AND you given up some of your control over the relationship.

5 bucks says you hear from her because they don't like being replaced. Don't you relaize you're supposed to suffer?!?

Ben... I know you are right. Even after the great time with Tania my mind wandered back to the FAV. I was incredibly happy with the FAV and I always looked for ways to see her as soon as possible. She made me feel whole again. The hardest part is trying to figure out what happened and how things went south so rapidly. We had never argued, she just became very distant, very rapidly. I know time heals and I will get over her someday. I know you are speaking from experience and I hope things are going well with you.
Bonvnt..Thanks for the advise. Tania was a good start. What an experience. But as I mentioned the FAV was soon back in my mind and I actually felt guilty for going up with Tania. The strangest part of that whole night was how Tania knew exactly what was going on and I had never met her before. Is that psychic or What?
Oldsailor