On my way home from TJ at 4am with crystal meth on board, I had time to think about why I am enjoying being ripped off and doing elicit drugs in TJ. The pathetic simple answer is that it is nothing more than a diversion from my normal fucked up daily routine to a non routine fucked up situation. It is truly a blessing I do not live closer to this wonderfully seedy city. Would get quickly bored with the rip-off sex scene, but would likely get hopelessly addicted to street drugs. I never go looking for drugs at home, at least not yet, but when people approach me my resistance goes way down. In TJ drugs are so widely available they may as well start selling all this shit out of vending machine.

Now for the report. I am a little reluctant because I'm afraid if I continue to let you know how fucked up I am you may one day decide to have your own morals and quickly cut me loose.

Started my journey with good agenda. I was pricing a generic prostate drug for a friend of mine. After that, I peered into window of liqueur store only to see my favorite Cigarettes.
Needless to say, I had to get me some O dat. then off to La Zona Roja. The same girls there every fucking time. I remember a time when it would excite me when they grabbed my shirt as I passed by and said Fucky Sucky. That was until I discovered what you get for your 20 min. I got a hair clipping from your girlfriend and got her to autograph some toilet paper for you...lol. After looking at these pathetic souls it was time to change venues. Went to Titty club I had previously frequented. Several so so chicas attempt to get me to buy them $8 drinks, but I resisted. Then I had chat with Male employee when the subject of drugs came up. Yeah! what you got for me? Yes, I already knew what I wanted. what could be better than a quick pick me up jolt ( Crystal Meth ). After a quick trip to the Bano and an intense burning snort up my left nostril I was feelin just fine. Another great thing is I did not consume any food for the rest of that day. In fact I was rather repulsed by it. Now don't get on your fucking self righteous podium and tell me about the minor drawbacks of doing this shit like Heart attacks, Strokes and Paranoia as result of continued use...lol

Now I am wanting to Fuck someone really bad at this point. Scoped out no less than 6 Massage parlors until I found the Chica who would " complete me". I caught a quick glimpse of my girl Aurora as she was leaving a room with another guy in it (I'm gonna kick his ass for doing my girl). She is an 8 in looks with 10+ tits. These where my 1st natural firm D cups, and puffy nips. I could have jerked off looking at those tits alone. Everything goes downhill from there.Her enthusiasm was -1, but her body was so hot that I still managed to get excited while focussing on her from the neck down groping and sucking those titties.
The biggest disappointment was me. The Meth left me totally limp for the duration. Not even a twitch from that fucking worthless Penis

As I walked out the door, too embarrassed to criticize her shortcomings because of my own,
another Mexican male pinp hustling fuck approached me and quickly attempts to assure me he can get me what In need. I told him I was not aware that I could purchase a shotgun in Mexico. He did not get the joke. He led me to Hotel in residential area about 3 blocks from Chicago Club all the while promising me a beautiful inexpensive Chica for long time. I rent a room for whole night for $15 thinking I may want to bring more Chicas. Besides the cum stains on sheets, dried blood on floor, no towel, Toilet paper,TV, Heater or running water the place was very quaint with original paint job circa 2000 BC exquisitely hanging from the wall. The torn, cum stained oil slick bed sheet curtains made me feel right at home. We spot a Meth Ho from a distance. She appeared attractive and very Petite from far away. I asked him to go get her. He comes back to me telling me I need to buy her some drugs and pay $40 to him so he can give it to her. At this point I should be on my way out of there and on my way home, but nooooo, I only balk at the part that I should give him any money. The girl walks past my room overhearing what he was asking me and quickly lets him have it about his attempt to con me into giving him $40 when she was only asking for $25. She later told me that she purchased the Meth for $10. The guy got $20 from me. At this point I invite him to leave, then walk to her room to thank her for revealing this guys scam. She invited me in and we proceeded to smoke the meth then spent the next four hours just talking. This was fine with me because I doubt my dick would have stood even at half mast using a pump I will tell you later about her story if you like. What captivated me about her was that she spoke plain intelligent English and revealed her inner demons with great candor. She was 38 and anorexic from the drugs. I could tell she was once very attractive, but the drugs had definitely taken there toll. After the long talk and a warm hug I went all out and gave her $8. She went to manager desk and brought me soap, towel and TP. I thanked her then bolted out of Mexico until the next time I forget what makes that city suck. You put it in a nut shell "RIP-OFF"

Wow, I do not write this much after eight hour sleep, let alone the two I actually got. Don't worry, the meth, cigarettes and anything else I can get my hands on in TJ never travel across the border with me. I have somehow managed to keep a normal drug free existence for at least 80% of my 49 years. I will definitely need major drugs on my 50th though. I will likely be in my favorite destination for that “Havana”. No drugs of course.
You get caught with drugs in that country you will be in world of hurt.



Hazy

Wow dude
What a fucked up story.
I will validate you and say you are fucked up if you
A) Have the balls to buy illegal drugs in Tj
B) Too weak to say no and do something as fucked as Cystal Meth

Happy to see you are smart and strong enough not to take anything across the border.

You are absolutely correct Maximus. I am not attempting to validate my actions or encourage anyone else for that matter, but judging from the widespread availability of drugs in TJ, it would be safe to say that there are a lot of other fucked up people just like me doing the same thing. It also appears that massive police corruption continues to be very much alive in TJ.
My obsrvations also indicate there is significant dug use among segments of the Mexican population.
Let this be a warning to all others foolish enough to follow my path that it only takes one wrong turn in TJ and your life as you know it can be significantly altered or ended. This is also true in the states. At least in the states you get fed in the jails. You had better be a pretty boy in Mexican jail. You can get fed if you are willing or not to be someones bitch.

Being white and buying/doing drugs do not mix in TJ

jsd: you ainīt no kid no more. Your system isnīt as tough as it once was, and crank is one mean mutha! As for walking the streets of TJ tweeked on meth Iīll stand back and let the self-apparent show through.
Iīm by no means a product of the "just say no" generation, Iīm about your age, but I knew around age 35 it was time to cool it, not from just my own physical decay but of those who I knew. I regret E coming along too late in my life, but V and Cialis arrived just in time
Smoke a dube, do a mushroom, but preferably not in TJ. Keep away from the white powders.