Hello there fellow club hombre brothers who are stupid enough as I to fall for the novia/novia thing in Panama; or for that matter, anywhere else in the Spanish speaking world.

You know the story. You get tired of fucking the one nighters, paying directly for standardized and sanitized sex with the same old predictable moans and groans. So you meet one that you get along with particularly better than all the rest; your eyes make good contact, the kissing becomes more real and passionate; she say just the right shit when you are banging her senselessly....................."oh papito, mas mas mas mas!" You get to know her more intimately; get to know some of the family members................and then of course the true sign, you start giving her some money and buying her gifts..................you wake up one morning next to her and say, "holy shit, what I have here is a novia!"

Now they say that these Panamanian girls are selective as to whom they pluck out of the gringo crowd as novios. They don't just want any hand-job jerk without a pot to piss in. They too interview you in their own way. They don't necessarily care if you have a wife and kids in the states. As my GFE (novia) has always told me, "I am your lady in Panama." They very much care that you do not have another novia in Panama however, especially if they are columbian or possibly even one they know. If they find out, be sure to take all the sharp knives out of your place; if not we may be calling you John Bobbit of Panama.

It is true, once they have you in their clutches they do not like you scoping other Panamanian chicas, and I have found that they are especially jealous of the nice looking Columbianas. I have been slapped so many times I can't even count to remember. I have found that the blinders are exteremly necessary when my novia and I are walking around the city since she has eyes everywhere watching me.

I know what you're saying right now. "Pussy. This guys being pussy-whipped by this Panamanian whore. What a dip-shit!" Hey, don't be so quick to judge my mongering friends. It could happen to you someday.

I happen to feel that I have hooked up with one of the hottest chicas in Panama, and am happy to call her my novia. When I tally it all up, I can say with clarity that I would do it all again the same way with no changes. We have developed a nice little relationship over the 15 months we have been together, on and off. We know each other's words, moves and quirks.............this is the kind of thing I like about fucking; I have a taste for continuing to fuck someone familiar. Just easier for me I guess, especially spiritually/emotionally.........buy heh, that's just me.

Anyway, I am no dummy to this process and am aware that when I leave she probably has some other one's lined up somewhere. The thing I appreciate is that whenever she knows I am coming she places me at the top of her schedule (she is a student and works part time in a store, also has a daughter), and ALWAYS makes me feel like her REY. Perfect at times I think. The romance can build and creschendo, and before you can get into too much crap together it's time to regreso to America.........oh, too bad, see you next trip bebe..............of course I get the occasional phone call for a spot of cash via Western Union, and at times I throw her a bone (usually about 25% of the time). But I can't help but wonder sometimes as I am driving home from work, eating lunch with a friend or simply drifting off to sleep...................."is she fucking someone else right now?"

What business is this of mine after all? She treats me great when we are there. What more can I ask for. If she were an American girl who was not asking for a committment, I would most likely be blowing just as much cash on dating, and still wonder if she was fucking someone else..........hell, when I am in the states I am fucking someone else.........why shouldn't she be?

There are the things I think about when I am home alone and the electricity goes out...............

Anyone care to share their novia experience. I want to know just how much of a sap I am being, comparatively anyway. My view is that I don't truly give a shit what she does when I am in the states, as long as I am totally hers when I am there. Thus far it seems to work pretty well. But how long can this go on?

Sometimes I think I want to know what she is up to when I am not there, and think about hiring one of those guys to follow her..............HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT! I quickly get that notion out of my head, because I really don't want to know the outcome. I have tried to snag her by a few other methods, some up front and some more sneaky, but each time I check on her she comes up clean.


So I ask you, how many other novios do you think she has.........................by the way, she is drop dead gorgeous.

SP