Posted by Beachman on October 27, 2000 at 00:01:27:
In Reply to: Re: Addictions and Life posted by deucebigalow on October 26, 2000 at 23:09:18:
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Deucebigalow Your posting on the threaded board under TJ..."Newbies" and your post here do seem like a plea for help. You said yourself you were/are under some dillusion. You indicate that you share these personal problems not as a plea for help....but to warn others of the addictive potential of the Zona. Between your Meth problem and your self described out of control ability to manage your own finances in your pursuit of your never fulfilled gratification in the Zona(mixing Viagra and Meth so you can get off 8-9 times instead of 4-5 times)..... you are quickly headed down the path of no return....to that "Rock Bottom" you speak of.
You indicate you want to continue mongering in a responsible manner and learn from fellow mongers insight. I would hope most of us fellow mongers would advise to get some professional help with that Meth problem. You are putting yourself at great risk using it in both the US and Mexico. You are also putting any mongers who would hang out with you in TJ. Sometimes the Cops come into the clubs and search everyone in the club....empty your pockets and pat you down. I don't think many mongers want to be guilty by association of drugs in TJ because they were sitting at the same table as you. I won't go into it but a member of my family had a major stroke (a blood clot the size of a plum in the brain) at a young age caused by the continued use of an addictive substance. As a result now in a wheelchair half paralized and has major speech problems. You are not invincible and can not stop doing it when ever you want to. I wish you the best in resolving this problem because you are looking at causing some major grief for yourself and your friends and family. Good Luck! |
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