You have no idea man,
I had a chica I saw for seven years. It got to the point where I didn't pay anymore, in fact she paid for hotel rooms the last couple of times. I only saw her every three months. We have intense sessions and said we loved each other but it was nothing more than fantasy. About a year and a half ago, I returned only to find out she had left town and I got lot of different stories where and why she bailed.I returned looking for her when I could over the next few months and it appeared she was gone for good.
One night out of frustration I went with a young chica and found out it was her first night working. We had a good time and I tried to have the same kind of intense (Love type) of session with her. I told her I was returning in 6 weeks and said I would call. Well, I didn't call.
Six weeks later I just happened to be in the same bar so I thought I would ask for her. The waiter said she didn't work there and shook his head no. I had a good buzz going and was getting a little crazy in the bar when someone tapped me on the shoulder. It was the young chica I never called and she said she counted the days until my return. Aaaahhhhhhhaaaaaa.
My story is much to long to tell and it is still going on now. I have left my wife and am living at my parents house. I have and apartment in Baja that my chica lives in and I have been through hell a hundred times over. I see her about 8 days a month and e-mail every day.
She in not working and I would not accept that. I have fallen hard for her and she for me but it can happen very easily to anyone. I have questions about her and she has the same about me. When two people meet the way we did it is very hard to trust each other because I did pay the first time and she accepted it. I am tight with her family and more things have come up than I can mention. It is easy to get involved but warring to all!!!
It's a high adventure ride that can rip you to shreds emotionally.
What will happen? No se but it's been a year now and the deeper I go down the rabbit hole into the other world, the deeper it goes. GFE is one thing but Novia is a ride you must be ready for or else. hasta
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