Posted by SenorPanocha on November 30, 2000 at 13:04:56:
In Reply to: Re: Zona addiction posted by KRICO on November 30, 2000 at 11:16:32:
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Because of all the " activity" I had in the U.S.A. prior to discovering TJ I fell into the scene here very quickly,like a duck to water. The thing that was missing for me that I found and liked so much in TJ IS the social scene. Taking them to movies,lunch,and shopping is fantastic fun,and then I get to fuck em to?!!! COME ON,YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME?? IN fact I like it so much that I fell into this state of euphoria you speak of and got panicked when I started thinking how this is to good to be true and I might lose it,I might fuck it up. Then I had an anxiety attack,I didn't even know what the hell was going on because it was completely foreign to me. I couldn't sleep,and I COULD NOT get my favorita out of my head,I wanted to be with her,like a Heroin addict needs a fix. I couldn't get out of here over Thanksgivings because everybody is home and although I wasn't horny at all,just wanted to see her, I decided to try something.........I jerked off. It worked, I was able to quit thinking about her for 48 hours. Been fine ever since,but went to see this guy anyway and asked him " what the fuck is going on with me?" Next nite I'm in Barnes and Noble in the self help section looking for books on addiction and there is a women about my age,real good looking,with big tits, standing there. We start talking,guess what,she is a therapist that specilizes in rebirthing,and hypnotherapy, I end up telling her everything over an hour and a half period,meanwhile my wife is in the store at the same time.She keeps walking by me looking at me like "what are you doing?" I keep waving her off so I could continue talking to this women that I orginally just wanted to move on and possibly fuck. Btw I DO THIS constantly,try to pick up unavailable women,does it ever work,hardly,but I get to practice speaking suggestively and this has served me very well in the Zona where the women are amenable to being approached. |
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