Matiz writes:
"The initial euphoria of mongerhood eventually gives way to ennui, then rejuvenation as other interests in the ZN develop, and eventually, I think, we each find our own level as we begin to explore and understand why we're there. Maybe it's 3x a week, maybe once a month, maybe twice a year. We seek the level that works for us."That's it in a testicle shell, Matiz...
After my first few trips to the Zona, I was ecstatic...because I had solved a major problem in my life...where to get pussy when and how I wanted it, without having to deal with the idiocies of women's game-playing minds...The psychic burden that had plagued me for decades disappeared...(tell that to your "shrink"!...). I literally felt "euphoric"...like I'd just won the lottery. At the same time I felt depressed ( yin-yang of the inner self) because of all the time I'd spent over the years trying to get "normal" girls to function like "whores"....
Then I kind of sank into a my usual pattern of routine copulations (which I still pretty much adhere to, but that's just my humdrum nature...little did I know how routine two and three women at once could become...almost problematically boring...).
Then I found out that some of these women were really interesting on a mental level...so I sort of stumbled into the "social" mindset...Now, I'm just like an "old shoe..." to most of my favoritas...they actually try to amuse me with pre-conceived combinations and entertainments when they see me walk in the door...
The whole thing evolves over time... KRICO
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